I just want to thank the people who were kind enough to lend me their laptops this whole week. I really really thank God for giving me such great friends… :) I’m deeply touched, I mean I know you all need your laptops to do work, especially now that finals are looming. It’s so difficult having no laptop, but this made me realize that I have been more productive now than I was before. I used to be distracted every single day because my laptop was always open and I used to write poems, browse through Tumblr, waste 5 hours thinking of a proper plot for a short story and whatnot. It’s pretty crazy, really. I usually never get anything done on time. Now whenever I am at the condo, I get to clean, cook, watch TV (cartoons and news, people), read books, and even read the Bible.
I never knew it felt so good to read the Bible. I mean REALLY read it, and not just browse through it. Everyday I get to read a few pages or more, and it’s soothing. I feel like I’m being washed in a figurative sense. I don’t know why I’m saying this, but I guess there’s a reason behind me losing my laptop.
I feel happier and more relaxed now.
Thank You for giving me this opportunity and for giving me such great friends who are willing to help me with my problems. Thank You for keeping me strong, I mean although I miss my laptop so much, I now begin to remember how it feels like to live without the hassle of modern day gadgets. Haha I guess it’s also part of Your plan to let me not have that much load for this week. I get to spend time with You and have time for myself. It’s calming, God. You are so sweet. :’)
I may not be as religious as others, I may not pray every single day… My form of worship and my way of thinking is like other worshippers… But still. I worship You. And just like them, I am more than willing to know You more. Thank You for all the blessings. :D :D :D YOU ARE THE SWEETEST. I love You.